Jijabai couldn�t
recover from this new shock. She was waking up at nights in cold
sweats. The nightmares were persisting, tears were not ceasing.
Finally one day
Laxmibai said, �What are you doing Madam? I know things are not going
well. But you just have to get hold of yourself. This constant
tension, lack of sleep, not eating properly, all this might affect the
baby adversely.�
�Don�t! Please
don�t say that Laxmibai! I won�t cry again, see I will wipe my eyes.�
While grieving for father, Jijabai had forgotten about the baby she
was carrying.
But from that day
on, Jijabai started her daily routine again. She started getting out
of the house, meeting people and most importantly she started smiling
again.
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Jijabai was coming
to full term now. Midwives were around her day and night now. One room
was freshly painted and was decorated with Swastikas on all walls.
Silver oil lamps were placed all around. Now everything and everybody
was waiting for the new baby�s arrival.
And then the day
came ..
Vishwasrao was in a
meeting with his friends and advisors. Subject came up of the person
Jijabai had pardoned weeks before. �Madam is very sensitive, she saved
his life that day, but unless things change, unless we get good rain
soon, we are sure to have another very difficult year!�
�Yes, my
astrological charts are showing some very difficult times coming our
way!�
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